Tomorrow, or rather today if you are reading this on Wednesday, is the day I go in for surgery. I am thoroughly unprepared. I did not lay in TV dinners. I did not arrange for someone to care for me. I did not stock up on books and videos, though I still have about a hundred books in my TBR pile anyway.
Except to make sure the kids would be covered as need be, I have done nothing, not even my will.
I think it’s because I really don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to feed energy to my fears. I try to visualize a quick and easy surgery for my doctors and mostly succeeded. I have excused myself for being out of it for a few days. Outside of that, I’m just going to let things happen as they will.
Cross you fingers for me.